want

i want to be an author, a director, a script-writer.

i want to be a photographer, an editor, a producer.

i want to be a social worker, a traveller, a wise man, a diver, a runner.

i want to sleep below the stars, hug people i love, pat every dog i see.

i want to swim oceans, walk along a train track, plant my first tree, say anything and everything.

i want to be myself, to be comfortable, to age gracefully, tell of amazing stories.

i want to swim with turtles and fish, lie on the grass with my dog after play.

i want to see my first flake of snow, see the most beautiful sunset, love someone with all my heart.

i want to be loved back, feel like the luckiest person in the world.

i want to know that even if the world is against me i have friends who will stand by me.

i want to make sure my grandparents know that they mean the world to me.

i want someone to hold my hand, hug me tight, and never let go.

am i having a mid-life crisis? =S